I preached my second sermon ever today. (You can still read my first one here.) Oddly enough, the way they look on paper/computer screen looks vastly different than what actually comes out of my mouth.
The idea for my current sermon came from a song by Jon Abel on Genesis 22 (The Binding/Sacrifice of Abraham’s son Isaac):
Like Isaac she’s a gift to me,
But like Abraham I don’t have the eyes to see.
Cause I’ve doubted my heart a thousand times or so.
Has my Shepherd ever let me down before?
…
To the alter I come on bended knee,
Afraid of what lies ahead please let me see,
Father, I’ve come, to sacrifice my son.
Oh not my will but Yours be done.
Initially, I focused on what God takes away (Abraham’s son) and what God gives back (as many sons as stars in the sky). As I meditated more on this passage, though, the focus changed: not on what God gives/takes away, but on the God who gives and takes away.
Anyways, here is the sermon…
Benjamin Schellack
PR2100C – Fall 2009
Professor LaRue
November 10, 2009
Can I Trust Him?
A Sermon on Genesis 22.1-19
After the fall from paradise, the destruction of the world by a flood of judgment, and the failure of the Tower of Babel, God spoke to a Middle Eastern man named Abraham. God told him, “Leave your country, your home, and your family and go somewhere. You don’t know where yet, but I’m going to show you in time. Then, I will make you, Abraham, someone great, with many, many children, and through you I’m going to bless the whole world!” (Gen 12.1-3).
After that, Abraham gets lost in a foreign country, to protect himself passes his wife off to sleep with another man, has a falling out with his brother, and gets caught up in a war. “Abraham,” God finally says, “do not be afraid; I am protecting you, and, you know what, I’m going to reward you” (15.1). But, Abraham gets frustrated and says, “What does it matter, God? Even if you give me the whole world, I don’t have kids. Everything I have dies with me or goes to strangers; and now I’m too old to have any kids anyway” (15.2). So, God puts his arm around Abraham’s shoulders and walks him outside into the chilly night under the desert stars and says, “Look up. Can you count the number of stars above you? You can’t imagine having one kid, but I’m going to give you more than all the stars you see (15.3-6); you can’t imagine having one son, but you will have sons who are kings and nations (17.6); you can’t imagine your wife pregnant, but in a year’s time your wife will have a son (18.10-15; 21.1-7). A year later Abraham and Sarah have a boy they named Isaac. God’s promises to Abraham-as many as they were, as impossible and laughable as they seemed-all came true.
Yet, “…some time later, it happened that God tested Abraham…” (22.1a). We know God is testing Abraham. God knows God is testing Abraham. But, Abraham does not know he’s being tested.
How is God testing him?
22.1b: “God said to him, “Abraham!” and Abraham replied, “I am here.” ‘I am here’…these are the only words Abraham speaks to God in our whole story. It is a phrase of readiness, which says, “I am listening. Bring what you got.”
22.2: Then God said, “Please…take your son, your only child whom you love, Isaac, and go to the land of Moriah. Set him there on the altar as a burnt offering on one of the mountains [that] I’m going to show you.” This is the test: kill your son. Now, this should seem insane to you. It should hurt to hear those words…they just seem wrong…despicable even! Even Martin Luther and John Calvin called it an irreconcilable contradiction! Thankfully, God too recognizes how ridiculous such a test must appear: “Please…” God begins. This is the Hebrew particle of supplication: “Please…(נה) take your son”, the son God specified as the one through whom God’s promises of descendants, land, and blessings would come, and God says kill him. How then can Abraham, much less ourselves…much more God (!) “hold together and embrace [this] dark command of God and his high promise”? Luther called this a contradiction that baffles all philosophy and reason.
How does Abraham resolve this contradiction? 22.3: “So, Abraham got up early in the morning and saddled his donkey. He then took two of his servant-boys and his son, Isaac, with him. He cut up the wood for the burnt offering, got up, and went to the place which God had told him. [4]On the third day, Abraham lifted his eyes up and saw the place from afar. [5]Abraham said to his servant-boys, “Stay here with the donkey while the boy and I go up there to worship. Then we’ll come back to y’all.” [6]So, Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and set it on Isaac his son. He took the fire in his hand, and the two of them went together.
Abraham responds in utter faithfulness. Of course, we want to add pieces in. Dramatize the story. Add motive, depth of feeling and layers to it. But they’re not there in the story. All we see is a man who obeys.
22.7: Then Isaac spoke to Abraham his father. He said, “My father…dad.” Abraham answered, “I’m here, my son.” These are the same words Abraham spoke to God. When Isaac, who is likewise frustratingly silent, finally breaks in, Abraham says, “I am here and listening, my son.” So Isaac said, “I see the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?” [8]Abraham responded, “God will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” And the two went on together.
This is the linchpin. As far as we know, God has not explained anything to Abraham; Abraham doesn’t even know he’s being tested. All he knows is the dreadful contradiction of the promise and the command: he’s gotta kill his son. And yet, Abraham knows there will be a third way between killing his son and disobedience: despite the incoherence of Abraham’s reality, God will provide. God…will provide.
[9]Then they came to the place where God told Abraham to go and Abraham built the altar [for the sacrifice] there. He then arranged the wood and bound his son Isaac, and he placed him upon the altar. [10]Abraham reached his hand out and took the knife to slaughter his son. [11]But an angel of the LORD called to him from heaven, saying, “Abraham, Abraham!” He responded, “I am here!” [12]The angel said, “Do not raise your hand against the boy, and do not do anything to him for I now know that you fear God since you did not hold back your son, your only child, from me.” [13]Then Abraham lifted his eyes up and he saw (behold!) a ram behind a thicket, caught on its horns. So, Abraham went and took the ram, and he sacrificed it in the place of his son. [14]So Abraham called that place there, “The LORD provides”, which is said [still] today: “On the mountain of the LORD, he provides.”
God provides. Abraham obeys, even when he cannot understand what is going on around him; and God provides.
[15]The angel of the LORD called a second time from heaven to Abraham. [16]He said, “By myself I have sworn, declares the LORD, that because of what you have done, this thing, and [because] you have not held back your son, your only child, [17] that in blessing, I will bless you and in multiplying, I will multiply your offspring as the stars in the heavens and as the sands which are on the shores of the sea. Your offspring will take possession of the gate of its enemy. [18]In your seed, all the nations of the earth will be blessed because you obeyed/listened to my voice.” [19]Then Abraham returned to his servant-boys, and they arose and went together to Beersheba. Abraham dwelled in Beersheba.
God provides. He preserves Abraham’s life, and he preserves the life of Abraham’s son. But wait, you may or should(!) be thinking. God asked for Isaac’s life in the first place. Isn’t Abraham ridiculous for blind disobedience to such a capricious deity? But Abraham didn’t blindly believe in this God. God has shown himself time and again to be faithful to Abraham: he told Abraham he would lead him to a new home; he did. He told Abraham he would have a son within a year; he did…and all this despite Abraham’s being an imperfect friend of God.
Still, God’s request of Abraham must have seemed ridiculous, and yet life is full confusion and contradictory situations for us. Like Abraham, we don’t know the reasons why we are put into certain situations. We don’t know when we’re being tested. We can trust, however, that God is faithful to provide. That’s who he is: a faithful provider…even when we don’t understand
I think of those giant Norman cathedrals in England. They’re massive and were built over the course of centuries. The masons who carved each of the massive, but heavily ornamented blocks would have spent their whole lives working on just a section or two. They would never’ve seen the master plan. They would never see their completed work. Yet, they were faithful…and because of their faithfulness, we, their descendants, can go there and see something beyond what any one of us or they could have done or dreamed of.
God calls us in the same way, asking us to recognize his provision and trust in him. So I pray with all my heart that when life doesn’t make sense, when the future looks obscure, dark, confusing, contradictory, or just plain unknown and painful, may God remind us that despite “all of this, nature is never spent/ there lives the dearest freshness deep down things/ and though the last lights of the black west went…/ Oh morning at the brown brink eastward springs!/ because the Holy Ghost over the bent world broods with warm and with ah! bright wings!” Amen.